I don’t know how
I can pet that cat knowing I will never see it again
I can fit into this family if I couldn’t fit into the first one
I can start a new project while I could be homeless tomorrow
I can set a new alarm after failing today
I can start a new love story when my heart is held together by Xanax and duct tape
I don’t know how I keep pushing through this fucked up timeline
I don’t know how but I won’t stop